did someone turn on the AC?

hmmm... havent been blogging for a while now... better get some trash out to stop gibby from bugging me... oops. anyway, juz finished THE presentation for eg2401 this afternoon... (YES~!! 1 down, 4 more to go... zzz) it was such a harrowing experience, maybe bcos of the formal attire, and the stupid timer going off... at least it's all over now. time to get back to my genes n soc essay which i've put off for days... i planned to churn out my first draft last sunday, which failed; then this tuesday, which failed too, and now tonite, which, as depressing as it may sound, WILL fail too haha... (im so dependent on deadlines haizz...) btw, the deadline for the essay is this friday ... can't really ask for divine intervention since i believe it has happened too many times already, gotta save it for a rainy day ya?

anyway, it's the second last week to reading week. everybody's busy preparing for the finals. by rite, i should be doing the same. however, someone seemed to have turned on the AC, cos i cant feel the heat at all.. (zomg, im so screwed) i attribute it to the stupid projects, n labs, n presentation. it's been a hell of a semester... haha... and not forgetting the break from Project New Dawn. i think im suffering from it's withdrawal symptoms... kinda missed those flying arrows (from zhihan n jackie n fundraising), spams... i mean mass emails (mainly from fundraising again!! haha), n churning out posters late into the nite (more of waiting for sirliang n fengyi to cough out the content, while i give them electronic moral support... haha)

i feel so useless... cant seem to switch my focus back to my work... juz waiting for everything to click back into place. think that's y i dun commit too much... cos i know i wun be able to hold back if i take the plunge. (zomg, now i really feel like a loser.. ha) but then again, everytime i look at bimbang, it seems that im looking at my own reflection; constantly reminding myself to be more assertive so as not to live with too many regrets... i believe i've already had too many regrets (sry bimbang, no offence meant)... and i better get back to my essay before it becomes my next regret... (actually it's more of me becoming too poignant and sian to do any work... ha) (im so gd at giving excuses... haizz)

till next time...

(if u r having a hard time following wat i've written, it's bcos my mind is full of random, and, maybe, not-so-random thoughts... i think that explains the white hair haha)

(and if u catch me on msn, pls remind me to do my work... juz have to scare me by telling me how near the exams are... thanks alot!!)

oh... and i still got the YEP handbook to settle zzz... (eric!! ur writeup!! haha)
i better click the "publish post" button now to stop this electronic pollution haha... the longer i stay on this screen the more rubbish comes out haha

and kudos to u for managing to survive all my crap to make it here (the end)~!! haha

thai music...

went to support sirliang for his thai music performance @ yong siew toh orchestra hall this evening together with aravin, mehraj, gibson, fengyi, n wenhao. the music was splendid, n so was the "gay" dance... could see that the students performing deeply enjoyed it...

it's been a long time since i performed music; n watching that performance flooded me with the urge to perform again... missed those long practises, routine warmups, indispensable sectionals, n evanescent 6-pack. haha. missed those lovely ppl who sang together, the tempestuous (i mean... dedicated n passionate) music director, ms lim. missed putting on the attire, lacing up the black leather shoes, waiting in the backstage, walking into the flood lights, standing my ground, waiting for the time to perform...

wat a dramatic week...

this whole week was like a rollercoaster... if i wasnt involved, i'd thought it came right out of an overdue drama serial... here's one of the classic scenes... it involves our dearest Laotian stallholder...

yesterday was april's fool, and a prank was made by gibson on some of our Project New Dawn teammates. He told them that i was leaving the team due to some personal issues. Some bought it, which i'm thankful for, some did not, which doesnt come as a surprise even though it made me feel a tinge of sadness... anyway, i told gibson that it'd have been a more successful prank if the one leaving the team was sirliang...

and guess wat! sirliang might really be leaving the team after all... he's going to have an interview call from US for an internship at SILICON VALLEY 2330 today, 2nd of April. however, this internship would span from 11 May to 3 Aug... till now, the call hasnt come...

would he choose to leave for a once in a lifetime opportunity at silicon valley? or would sirliang choose to be with his newfound frens?

this all seems like a really gd april's fool joke gone bad... haizz

stay tuned for another exciting episode of "Project New Dawn - Ties That Bind"...

if he really leaves, i'll make a tribute video to our favourite Laotian stallholder... yes...

burning...

a note to april's fool-ers (u know who u r, dun worry ur not alone, take note of the plural form) :

i can feel the fire getting bigger... oooh it's getting hot in here... think it's time to stop adding fuel to it and let it burn out by itself.. before it razes everything to the ground... the vortex created by the fire dragged me to its edge... so scary...

time to do gd deeds to accumulate more gd karma...

humans are really scary.

S stands for ......

S-C-A-N-D-A-L

recently, i feel that there are one too many scandals happening around me... and i'm totally enjoying poking fun at the victims... i'm so evil muahaHA~!! no wonder all my frens hate me T_T... but i do seriously think that the victims are enjoying being poked at as much as i enjoy poking them :P hope this doesnt turn out to be bad karma hehe

feeling the heat...

yay!! juz finished the highly irritating F2 lab report... i'll nv wanna see that ever again...

now to move on to other businesses which require my precious attention...

juz got bombed by emogal... wat a time to choose; juz rite after i'm drained from that darn report... well wat's impt's that it made her feel less disturbed... and i feel gd that i've been of help ^_^... luckily im gd with bombs... for now, i've stuck the safety pin back into the fuse so we're all safe... for now...

looks like everybody's feeling the heat, in all ways that phrase can be interpreted... hope everybody dun burn out so quickly... can't wait for this crazy sem to be over...

alrite... back to writing the proposal for ms acm......

HooooOOOOOOOOOO~~!!!!!!!!!!

back again...

yay!!! i'm back again!!!
respite from all the graphs n tables zzz....
got a "jiayou" and a :) === YAY!!!

commercial break over... now we return back to more graphs n tables zzz