despair...

my brain seems to be failing me in understanding/applying cn2116, which sucks. this's like the first time that my brain has totally failed me; and i totally find that feeling of helplessness repugnant... haizz

"thou shalt not succumb to this nonsense!" speaks the voice in my head.

and i've been feeling soreness/pins n needles down my left arm for days now... got a feeling it's the onset of stroke. ha

-goes back to making sense of cn2116 and stop being lackadaisical :P -