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Monday, May 12, 2008

random thoughts...

it sux being me.

hardly anybody understands me, or catch wat im trying to say. maybe i should stop using double entendre. it sux when ppl dun catch wat u say, and that's why i hardly talk... cos it's harsh when ppl juz dun click with u. at least i try... sometimes.

i think im sick.

while ppl luv to get a piece of the action, i prefer to stand along the sidelines watching the action. i luv to observe; it's so interesting. how ppl interact with each other, laugh at each others' jokes, talking cock. but wat's more interesting to observe is the ppl who are on the sidelines as well, observing how they react to the action. it's so fascinating!!

i got a bad feeling abt this trip...

well i got bad feelings for a lot of stuff. but it's more scary in recent times, when all my bad feelings have manifested in one form or another. i pray that all goes well for project new dawn.

im feeling a tinge of sadness.

saw a super emo (at least thats wat i feel) post on someone's blog. the last section was really saddening. coupled with that kinda emo music playing in the background. i almost felt like crying... similar experience to reading that post abt the nsf who got mistreated.

sighz...

i think i have a weak heart, for being a such a stoic... for being in denial of wat i really feel... (wat a wimp! hahahahahahaha)

double sighz...

i should juz jump off the building and end my life now... (juz joking lol)

(crap... after reading thru this post, i realised it's still got so much of 话中有话. damn it.)

2 comments:

gibson said...

double entendre, nt tt pp dun understand wat u say, juz take a longer time to understand.
double entendre, some pp do understand, bt choose nt to understand 'cos dunno wat to reply, esp in mass chat.
double entendre, "huh?" was meant to make sure we understand.

i'm an emo pax, easily touched, easily teared. but thre was a time when i was too busy to even think.

dude, any troubles, u can share with ur closed frens. at any pt of time, if u cant find anyone to talk to, u can call on gibby.

this is getting too long a comment and could easily become another blog post.. haha.. finally, many dawners r down with cough and cold. hope i'm not the one who has spread to you. haha..

Anonymous said...

whenever you feel like emo-ing, pull up your socks! =)